

Dear David
A million thank you’s for my NEW HEAD – it’s wonderful to have spaciousness after all that stuff which kept going round (since mid ‘Feb). What a twit I am, so easy to give you a ring – but was beating up myself for being weak at not being able to deal with it/I like the comparison you made to builder/plumber – of course when we work with people, we’re going to cop something one way or another.
I woke this morning in the truck to the signing of the birds and realised my mind was empty – just a trace of the gut feeling but guess that will pass also. Can also feel a change in energy.
I lay awake for a long time thinking about what you said, this space of no-thing and your presence – I’m not afraid of going deeper and onwards towards and into that place. As I said physically and materially things are continuously being stripped away, as are other things on different levels – and I am extremely joyful about it. But as my life empties and changes, so a wider, vaster dimension is becoming fuller – my life is MORE than it has ever been.
So David, thank you again and it would be good to see you sometime soon.
(This is a bit different to the last letter?!!)
Love & emptiness
Sivadhaven
Royston
Ps. I have for a few years felt the point of Bindu as a strong vibration/pulsation – but I guess it’s the physical/psychic sensation and it means going beyond that.