
'Sheverdara' 1
Dear David
Thanks again for ‘lift off’, amazing how we can pick up – I must do something about it.
Apparently the Ashram phoned me this morning – but I was still in the truck. When I heard that they had phoned I immediately felt a lightening in my guts – always that far connected to it. Maybe we can work on that too, in April. Apart from that – I don’t have any other feelings – no longing to be there, no feelings of attachment – just this fear of contact. In fact all I feel is a sense of freedom and relief that I am no longer there, and I definitely don’t want even to talk with N. so this is good!
Take good care
Sivadhaven
Royston